silent sigh….

November 25th, 2007 by ocean-seashell

nothing changed much in a few days earlier, just getting a hunch of what i gotta do… i`m currently feeling like "anxious" or should i say i need sumthin` to get me off my boredom cage, feed down my soul with a silent sigh that keeps me away from my surrounding. i`m tired, yet i cannot sleep.. actually there`s a lot of things that should be done, my report is just one of the essence that i. damn i hate my college "duty" !!! wanna go to the beach and play a little jinx games, drink sum chrysanthemum tea accompanied by a pair of beautiful babe ^^ and a watermelon should keep my days glorious…. hufff… i hope that i would be accepted soon as an employee on one of the biggest companies in Jakarta. God Bless Me…

The Legacy of Playstation 3.

November 11th, 2006 by ocean-seashell

Damn A$$H**E !!! the playstation 3 is comin up,and i haven`t got the dough to bring this rockin chair,the pride-and-joy of mine…
gila ya tuh SONY,banderol buat PS3-nya gila2an,about $550-600…GO TO HELL…MATI AJE LOE..tapi ya harga yg pantas sih buat HDD 60GB,around 21-30 millions polygon per sec,next-gen smoothering engine..flawless gaming experience,down loading your games in a simple way by using the "Demon Machine" itself,that is….
ada kabar sih katanya bakalan turun,bah seturun2nya tetep aje makan jantung !!! dah gitu katanya belum ada kabar kalo Blu-Ray blum bisa di bajak,jadi intinya.kalopun punya PS3,mungkin gwe maen game baru tuh 2 ato 3 game SETAHUN,mengingat harga Blu-Ray Ori tuh 400 ampe 600rb rupiah..ANJRIT,loe beli Blu-Ray 5 biji dah mau kebeli PS3 yg brand new.but game2 kayak Devil May Cry 4,Metal Gear 4,Final Fantasy XIII,Gran Turismo 5,GTA 4,is a game that worth fighting for.
tapi graphic engine-nya itu yg bikin SONY gede kepala en kasih harga seenak pantatnya ..i`m gonna rob my neighbour or jackin sum cars.LOL just 4 this bi**h to stay in my room 4 eva.

glorious day !!!

May 20th, 2006 by ocean-seashell

wah,nih hari gwe ngerasa enak bgt.kaya ada beban berat yg uda diangkat dari bahu gwe..coz gwe dah ga da hubungan lg ama skul,tinggal nerima kelulusan aja.huuuuu senangnya ^^ tapi gwe suka bingung aja mo ngapain hari2 bebas gini,paling maen game,senam jempol (sms-an) senam hamil…..dll….give me something productive here,don`t wanna be less concerned about my own life though….bless me,coz this is a truly bliss..new life,HErE I cOMeEeeeEeEEeEE !!!!!!!

if you should fall apart…..

February 2nd, 2006 by ocean-seashell

This can not be the endeavour of a broken heart
Miss you forever and ever if you should fall apart…

Now all seem to be gone
All things that you rely on…

I’d miss you forever and ever if you should fall apart
Can’t stay forever together in obstructive lie

Now all seem to be gone
All things that you rely on
You can ever undo
Because you felt you "had to"

I’d miss you forever and ever if you should fall apart….

solitude part 2…

December 25th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

take me to a place,where your heart hurts most……release my burden…unfold my wings…can you do that >>> >>> ?????……….

sorrow long day…..

December 20th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

nothing is pure anymore…..into your house,why don`t we share our solitude ???…and probably you know all the dirty shows i`ve put on,blunted and exhausted like anyone…..nothing is pure anymore…so why don`t we share our solitude…..

stand up…get set…run…

October 6th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

whew…what can i say,many things has change in my life…many of `em…has change…really change…for good…so ??? i`ll start to stand up now,get up…and start to run..for a better tommorrow…huweeeh…dah mulai sekolah lagi aja.. -__-# gak masuk ach besok….. (gubrakkk …) #$@#$@%$%#$^@#$@^@$$%…

Mew Helluvagraphy….

August 28th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

Ppppppppppppppppp    well,gwe mesti browse foto2 baru Mew pas gi di Denmark…coz i think it`s pretty cool to get those quirkie boys around strap out the street…..

    Here`s one of my most Favourite band in this corrupt world,seamingly theyRrrrrrrrrrrrr`re just makin a big frontal move by adding an destructiful beautiful nature…is that an awkward and dubious ambitions to provide ??…destructive..yet beautiful….how amusing ^^ 

Yet it nice 2 know that sumbody like `em would have such ambitions,while people Gggggggggggstart thinking about their hipocracy,privacy,sanctity,and the other sinister traits that presevere all the human thought`s to be existless….just say,a single hit  like Comforting Sounds is simply tell us of how is the feel of being in heart bondage,devastating moment,tragic,ironic,deppressed moment of ur life.

  that will turn out to be a suicidal tendencies or fatal action in human most versatile action….it immobilize you to step further….as i listen to the scream voices of Jonas (which is cool !!! ^^)Jonas

it tear an rip my heart apart,nausea got me,and my brain is covered with shadow of the past..and the tears comes streaming down my face…it feel so soothing,yet…tragic…sadness carry me away from my delusion world…

     perhaps people who hear this `Comforting Sounds` will have the same experience as i do…it makes me wonder,am i gonna perish ???

am i gonna be forgeted ???

do i have to run away ???

or do i have to fade myself away from the crowdiness ???

and start thinking about my netherlife ???….

sounds sick i must admit…Mmmeeeeeeee but that`s how i described the song,as ~~~~

  `The End Of The World`…geessh…i can`t believe that i say such cursed words..i must take a nap now,i don`t want to choke people with my silly thought`s :)

ok frengers….see ya out there…from friends and strangers……Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

                                            seashell~

Silent Sigh…..

August 27th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

fiiuuhh…what a hard day i must say,coz ni hari gwe mesti ngurus surat pindah sekolah..why u ask ?? ni gara2 ada sekelompok binatang yang gwe gak suka en gwe anggap menghambat kreatifitas gwe di skul :P gwe ga mo ikut2an ribut terus,yang penting binatang itu dah gwe gebukin ampe nyusruk trus matanya bengep sebelah hwhahwhahwhah !!! :P that`s what you`ll get if u messin around with me kid !!! >:) makannya lu tuh jangan sok jagoan…lu kira gwe takut ma lu ??? it`s a big mistake to have such thought….makanya lu kalah,sekarang lu tau kan kalo lu ga bakal menang kalo duel ma gwe !! lu tuh masi ingusan,berantem aja masih kaya monyed !! :P gwe kecewa sih berantem ma dia..gwe serasa dapet lawan yang terlampau mudah buat dikalahkan….gwe kira lu kuat ..huuuh mengecewakan  !!! kayak berantem ma anak TK ajah…tar deh,kalo ketemu gwe di cilegon…gwe bikin lu berharap lu ga pernah lahir di dunia en kenal ma gwe.. HWHAHWHAHHW i will be your HELL on EARTH !!! but gwe ga mau urusan terus ma orang yang ga punya intelek kayak gitu,makanya gwe mutusin pindah..tapi pokoknya liatin aja kalo lu ketemu lagi ma gwe…i will beat you so that ur momma will not recognize ur face anymo`….count on my words …count on your death…BTW buat semua anak2 MY yang baca ini (kecuali para binatang yang merasa ribut ma gwe :P) I WILL MISS YOU GUYS !!!! ^^ see ya around kid……. huuiiiihhhhhh…

Alpacable Melancholy Tryst…

August 25th, 2005 by ocean-seashell

Consecutive perpendicular witt is what the dreamers made…
Leading to hatred,yet devastating,echoing tenderness..
What build men`s dreams and hope ?
Is it hope ?
Is it the will to cherish ?
Is it the ungiven caress ?
The need of suffocate in smoke ?
Or is it the palable feel`s through the midst of nifleheim realm ???…
No one can convey,nor the gully`s made chartakes…
For her is about to perish,loamy soaring,devastated soul…
Will bring us…once again…
To the clunders fignity of human`s most deepest desire…….

~seashell~